I AM

I AM the heart of the prophet

seeking a pureness hidden

deep within.

I AM not looking for

perfection from them nor expect them to be

without sin.

I AM seeking the one

who cherishes my Word and

seeks Me in and out.

I AM raising up the one who

believes, without understanding

my existence - without doubt.

I AM protecting the one

who carries on a job

that has no pay or fan.

I love the one who seeks

the truth...for now and always.

I AM.

It is not an angry God, who I see

Causing this vengeance and horror that is surrounding me.

No, it is not an angry God that makes it hard to cope

He is one that is with me through it all; The One that gives me hope.

It is easy to blame Him, when the world is filled with violence.

Cursing Him with raised fist when the air is filled with His silence.

“How can he let the innocent die” you exclaim with anger in your eyes.

Yet has it not been us, who abandoned Him, with our own ingratitude and lies?

When your world was filled with abundance, flowing with richness and money

How many of you came to Him, thanking for the vessels of milk and honey.

Your own silence and lack of prayer during the abundant feast,

Has caused this turmoil in your heart,; has caused the rise of this hateful beast.

The difference between God and us is there is never abandonment.

Love at its purest is ALWAYS heaven sent.

Yet are we ready to receive and set the ego aside,

So that during times of crisis we stand strong with Him with faith, not pride?

I.

The walls in my room melted away

As if they never existed.

The gale force winds blew over the ocean;

I watched the water as it shifted.

Unmoving did I stand.

As I saw the Cape; the land in the shape of a hook.

Confused I looked around at the very familiar

Why did I need this look?

Why am I here I wondered?

Suddenly the voice came inside my heart.

“Watch the world from within”, he said.

“Watch as it starts”.

From far away I sensed the earth tremble

I closed my eyes to look within;

Immediately felt the sand heat from lack of water.

This I knew was where it would begin.

My heart beat strongly in my chest…

I turned to him, and screamed “no”!

Not like this, not here…

Please, tell the people they have to go”.

The angel turned away from my pleading.

I could see sadness in his eyes.

“This is what is and will be

The truth I cannot disguise."

Horror completely enveloped me,

For several moments, I could not breathe.

I watched as the wall of water rose up 20 feet high.

Why did the people not see it recede?

I screamed at him as he turned away.

“Some mercy you must have

Please spare their lives, every one

There must be a different path?

Can I not tell any soul

This - in which I have seen?”

“tell them ALL if you wish" the angel said

But they will say it is only a dream.

The Word has been around for infinity – not years

You know I speak the truth

Too many times I heard the jeers..

People always want proof.”

“You have shown me this, there must be some

Who still continue to believe?

There is always “hope" I was told

Have faith and you will be freed”

“You are free to speak of what you have seen,

To all and any that cross your path and give you grace.

As far as Mercy?  It is always there for them Kelly.

For the heart of the forgiver is forgiven  for all the human race.”

I was returned then to my room – the world back the same

My hands shook as I picked up the paper and pen.

“Oh no” I whispered to myself with sadness…

how do I get them to believe? Where do I begin?



WORDS FROM THE ANGEL (March 16, 1985)

I have seen the eyes of a child

when hope was no longer in their heart.

I have seen families who were meant to be together

Savagely torn apart.

I have been at the top of the mountain;

the view I did not want to see.

Where once were cities, tall and proud

no longer will they be.

I have felt the human hunger.

Tasted the innocents pain.

The earthquakes are my emptiness,

my heartaches are the rain.

Death couches at my doorstep

trying to take the children away.

My body is bloodied and weary

as I try to keep him at bay.

The devil is a greedy man,

with many to help him cope.

He takes the children one by one.

We fight so hard, for they our only hope.

God has not given up

on what we call mankind.

He believes there is enough love in their hearts

and knowledge in their mind.

With faith on these fragile people

my Father has sent with me before,

angels to guard against the evil

knocking at your nursery door.

The babies inside are safe for now.

New homes have been found for all.

There are even people on earth

who have listened and believed God's call.

The path ahead for the children

is not an easy one.

The battles are just beginning

but the war must be won.

There are teachers and leaders in this war.

Without even one of them, would be at a major cost.

They need to give hope back to the world

or all the world will be lost.

If you are called in the night

you must wake and listen with your heart.

For all the prophets and the saints

must work together, not apart.

THE COURTSHIP

THE COURTSHIP

Blue mist lapped gently about her

As she swam to the center of the pool.

The sapphire water had lost it’s heat

As the night time air caressed and cooled.

She was safe and alone in her world

Dancing and dreaming between the reeds.

Humming softly to herself;

Spreading her wings carefully.

She gazed down into the water.

A mirror of shining blue.

There she saw a reflection

Of beauty so breathtakingly true.

She swam, danced, dived some more,

While the reeds bowed down as she passed.

Hearing something behind her;

Turned around then gasped.

Floating there in front of her

Another bird so magnificent.

She bowed her head in respect

Knowing he was heaven sent.

He cooed softly;

She shyly lifted her graceful head.

Looking into his knowing eyes;

All fear of him fled.

He swam close to her

As he placed his neck gently on her own.

They danced together in the moonlight;

Heart to heart, soul to soul.

Moving back, he spread his wings

While she spread her own.

They danced the mysterious courting dance

That only the universe has known.

The blue mist wrapped gently around them

As they gently became one.

It was then she knew that her life

Would never be lived alone.